I’m dying here…..as if it’s not hard enough to have to sit out from the 2012 CrossFit Games season, I now have to sit around for another week thinking about it and how there’s still a chance.

I had started a count down by the minute on Tuesday night to Sunday night’s deadline.  At that point my season would officially be over.  I would be out and i would have to start focusing on next year.  Now I’m stuck right back where  I was last week.  Thinking that by some miracle I’ll heal this week and I can register and hit it hard.

One more whole week that I’ll act bi-polar about my decision to sit out.  One minute I’m positive and motivated to get ready for next year and the next I’m on the verge of tears because I’m a big fat loser for sitting out.  I know I’m 100% not going to register, but that doesn’t make it any easier to not get caught up in the ‘hope’ as long as there is hope.  I’m praying there are no more set backs and after Sunday I will be 100% out of the competition and I can start moving forward.