there is no one want to grieve or mourn when facing loss….. there is also no way of predicting how you’re going to react or feel day to day – hell hour to hour and minute to minute.
- Cry for my broken heart
- Cry for the emptiness
- Cry for the loss
- Cry for my finances pain
- Cry for the sheer exhaustion
- Cry for the old me that will forever be changed
I made a few attempts to get up and brush it off and they all led to tears…… so I stopped fighting it – I turned off the lights, I closed the curtains, I put away my phones and I cried.
While I know I need to move forward, and do my best to smile and look for the positives I also need some times to fall apart and cry. It’s a part of the process and one that while truly painful will make me stronger on the other side…….when I eventually get there.